Sunday

No one can ever be perfect.

Heyho.
Hmm hope u guys are doing well!
So am i!
In shaa Allah :)

So yeah..
Will now talk about options.
Zzz why suddenly? Hehe
Nothg.
Its just that i really got nothg much to say..
But still wanna go blogging because i just miss typing.
Eh? -.-

Nah whtever okay.
Orite.
What i meant by option is, for example ..
You just broke up and you met someone new.
Its not wrong if you be a bit choosy or a bit fussy doh.
Serious.

Takkan lah u guys just nak terima je who ever the person is kn?
True.
Accept him/her dgn seadanya ..
But i personally believed that its better to judge 'em before i end up to be with another wrong person.
Correct?

What if, previously you tknk ur ex smoking, shisha, minum, clubbing and terlalu social hell..
But end up chasing for someone yg exactly like tht?
Konon2 u guys rasa ur option dh ckup baik..
Thts someone tk keluar mlm lah, tk pegi club lah apa.
Pdhal?
Update status/pictures tgh partayyyhh kt movidas ke changkat ke or whtever natang u guys wanna call it.
Tp depan uolls dia bajet suci angel and cubit semut pun semut ketawa :p

Ahh.
Papelah.
Hidup kau.
Yang rosak tu hidup kau.
I dont gv a damn..
So now..
U guys fikir masak2 ok?
Take care.
Live your life and stay gorgeous :-*
TTYL!


Monday

I miss you.



Dear sayang..
I hope you could know how i actually felt now.
Yes. I've been telling you repeatedly that i miss you.
But you seems not to care anymore.
I'm just a typical girl with no super strong heart :(

My heart, they are not made out of steel.
It breaks .. Most of the time.
And i'll fix it over n over again.
Just to make sure that it'll still working .. for you, Amirul Syahmi <3

2.10.2009 : Friday
We 1st talked to each other. School trip to genting.
Lol. You looked so quiet.

3.10.2009 : Saturday
Our very 1st date.
Sayang tipu. Sayang kata dh beli ticket.
Padahal u texted me ajak keluar pun around 12am plus already.
Yeahhh and i believed you!
GSC One Utama.
I came alone.
But you came with ur other 2 friends.
Haha.
I remembered that you were wearing a long sleeve shirt, the one with stripes.
We watched cerita apa i forgot.
Nabil berlakon.
Cerita bodoh and sayang asik gelak je sepanjang cerita tu.
But anyways, we actually spending time talking to each other rather than watching it :)
*and i can still remember your scent!

4&5.10.2009 : Sunday & Monday
We were busy texting.
Pegi OU je everyday.
Hahahaa.

6.10.2009 : Tuesday
We are official :')
You proposed me while we were in GSC One Utama.
Watching G-Force. Heheee
Then u asked me if i can be ur special girlfriend.
Melted.
I asked you if u can tolerate with my bad attitude.
Hmm and if you could stay by my side forever.
And you told me you are different than other guys out there.
So yeah, u promised me that u'll always be with me till the end of ur life.

And now ..
After 4 years of ups and downs.
Here we are.
Walking in different path.
You finally chose to let me go.
You chose not to hold me by ur side anymore.
You just want to live ur life without this silly girl :)

And this silly girl..
Tried to walk her own way to!
But guess what?
She keeps on looking back, just in case if u'll ever chase her back and told her to stay.
This silly girl right here had cried out every single tears she had till none left, hoping that you'll shout out her name and tell the whole world how much u love her and cnt live without her.
Yes.
She still waits.
She never actually left.
Tho, she keeps on telling you that she'll be alright.
Tho, she keeps on lying to you when she said that she wants to see u happy with the girl u chose to be with.
And when she tried to fake her smile, hold her tears and tell you "we can still be friends" ..

Deep down her heart..
She's hurting so bad.
She know that its so much harder this time.
But she got so heart broken when she knew, u finally gave up on her this quick.

Honey,
When things are hard..
You shouldnt gv up on me.
Because truth is, i never did.
And here i am..
Still waiting.
Just come back already.
Then we can learn to love again.
We can try to fix this mess.
I got ur back, and u got mine.
I might not be the best u've ever had, but i can be the greatest lover you'll ever knew.
All i want..
Is just you + me , together we go against the world.
Because in our world .. It should be just the two of us.
We dont need companion.

The girl who still loves you,
Siti Nora Shikin.

Masa ni tkboleh blah ok. Thanks to nadia :p
Remember this? Haha rasa rasa kt mana?
Gambar 1st date. Zaman sakai kita. HAHA :)

 

Sunday

It hurts and no one cares.

Hi n assalamualaikum :)
Yup, title mcm tah pape a bit.
I knw .. HAHA nah who cares.
Sorry it has been a while since i last updated my blog.

As usual, jwpn cliche "BUSY LAAA LATELY!"
Kahkahkah mmg true story.
Busy sgt.
Lg dgn mcm mcm bnda jd.

Demi Allah, Nora tk tipu.
Bnyk sgt bnda happened and i dnt even knw mana lg nk carik kekuatan.
It seems like dugaan dtg bertimpa.

First .. My relationship.
Rasanya mmg tk dpt diselamatkan lg.
Sedih sgt sbb we've managed to hold on for 4 yrs.
Yes, things were harder this time.
But you shouldnt gv up on me honey.
Because the truth is, i never gv up on you :(

Tkpela. Kata org jodoh tkboleh dipaksa.
Kita merancang je and Allah SWT yg tentukan.
Mgkin Allah dh tntukan utk dia suka pada perempuan lain and make him forget all of our memories.
Ouch. Very ouch.
Tp sekurang-kurangnya.. Nora ada jugak cuba fix things and cuba bersabar.
Nora tk putus2 berdoa kt Allah supaya satukan ktorg balik.
Sbb si dia seakan-akan hilg ingatan.
Dia buat nora mcm stranger.
He blocked me dekat twitter, fb, whatsapp, wechat n insta.
Bila text tk reply, call tk jwb.

Persoalannya sekarang, siapa yg patut melarikan diri?
It should be me rite?
Sbb dia yg carik org lain.
Haih tp biasalaa..
Stupid me will always be stupid.
Still can forgive him for what he did and still loving him.
My friends all semua suruh jgn carik dia lg.
Just let him be and i shld strt living my life to the fullest.

Ckp mmg sng, nk buat tu :)
Its not a 4 minte or 4 weeks or even 4 months rship.
4 years man.
I'm not a robot with no feelings no heart.
Now..
Life is more complicated when those people from ur past suddenly came to join ur current life.
HAHAA sgt apakah right? 0.o

Now, i'm trying to force myself to strt loving single life and keluar keluar keluar just keluar with anyone.
Errrr so far .. i havent started lepak with any guys yet.
We shall see who's tht unlucky guy yg akan lepak with me 1st sekali.
:D

Oh guess what too?
I've lost weight drastically.
Serious shit tak tipu hihii.
Dalam masa sebulan ni, total lost dalam 10KG.
Gempak hell kn? :p
I AM HAPPYYYYY.
Tp tulaaa i tk mkn for a week recently and i've lost 5KG.
Thts why total lost dlm 10KG.
And i hv not been eating rice for almost 6 months already.
But for me tk ckup kurus lg.
Soon enough. Wish me luck <3

Errr apa lg?
Oh yaaa.
I just got my car.
Kereta idaman kalbu ;)
*suzuki swift*
Syukur alhamdulillah.
Hehee kalau ikut hati nk VW Scirocco R.
Tp ayah sy bkn jutawan.
So tk dapek den nk tolong :/

Well..
So far thats all kot?
If you guys wanna talk to me, nk sharing2 ke..
Feel free to do so.
Boleh tweet ; @NoraaShikinn
Or can follow me on keek ; SNoraShikin
Instagram ; noraashikinn
Facebook, not really active anymore.
Nk deactivate dh soon.

Hope you guys stay healthy and take care.
Ttyl.
Goodnight and assalamualaikum :-*

*** ps ; I love you Amirul Syahmi B. Ab Rahim. When we 1st met, i had no idea that you'd become this important to me. Hm if you really love her, take care of her. Don't go breaking her hearts like u did to mine. I'll always pray for your happiness. Take care my love. ***


Wednesday

Let me take you there























Hi everybunny!
Just now, i listened to this song by Plain White T's ..
Hm stupid me ofcoz laa crying.

The lyrics..
Maigad. Hmm how i wished that he'll sing this song for me
and tell me that he'll be the one to take me 'there' .. As in places i'm planning to go later.

Sigh.
Cant stop singing this song.
Nahh the video and lyric.
Tolong fahamkan, then u'll figure out why i cried!
Enjoy :)


Tuesday

Should i stay strong or stronger?

Hi blog.
Kita sedih.
Harini kita sedih.
Sedih sgt.

Tadi kita nangis nangis tau.
Kita nk cter kt awak.
Tp kepala kita pening doh.

Awk, kita skng ni kn dah kurus sikit. Eh, bnyk sikit laa sbnrnya.
Kita happy sikit. Sikit jelaa.
Tp ibu kita risau.
Sbb kita tak makan.
Tak keluar bilik.
Dah 2 hari.

Awk, mcm deja-vu je ni..
Dulu masa muda mudi pun pnh mcm ni jgk.
Serious sama!! Tp dulu tu 2 mggu.
Ni 2 hari baru..

Pastu td, kita borak dgn ibu kita.
Kita ada planning baru.
Ahad ni kita ada interview Air Asia.
Kalau dpt, alhamdulillah.
Kalau tk dpt, tkpe.
Kita nk keje dulu 6 bulan.

Within 6 bulan, kita nk kumpul duit sikit.
Kita igt kita mcm nk berhijrah laa.
Hikhik. Bunyik mcm poyo, ke mmg poyo? :/
Ibu kita suruh berhijrah pergi UK sbb dia ada kwn kt sana.

Tp kita nk berhijrah pegi tmpt yg tkde org kenal.
Paling penting sgt jauh dari Malaysia.
Kita merajuk tau dgn Malaysia.
Kita dah tk tertanggung lg.

Tp awk jgn risau, kita sure bwk awk.
Awk je yg kita ada skng.
Awk kn baik dan comel.
Hehee.
Hmm tp kita takut.
Boleh ke kita survive??

Kita ni mcm bdk bdk.
Tak matang, tak pndai berdikari.
Dah biasa ada org jaga.
So kita kena bwk teman laa nnt kn?
I mean, selain awk laa hhehe.

SOOOOO..
Kita kena strt survey dari skng..
Rumah kt sana mcm mana, kerja, mkn sume laa.
6 bulan ckup kot utk prepare? :D
Awk jnji kena tlg kita.

Jgn tggal kita okay?
:-*
Nites!

Monday

Hati dan perasaan, tak siapa pun tahu.

Hi n assalamualaikum.
Hmm title jiwang karat sikit, i know :/
Sorry but i cnt help it.
Terasa mcm nak cerita dekat someone or just luahkan.
Tak kesah laa dinding ke pokok ke apa kn.
Tp nnt mcm org giler pulak..
Ha ha *k not funny, i know

Well, how do i start this???
Ya Allah i need some strength.
Honestly lately ni there are lots of thing going on..

What do you feel if someone, i mean a guy yg u guys used to be so closed with tbe tbe menjauh?
Lagi lagi if u guys dah close for about 3-4 years .. Seriously like whatahell rite?
Alasan mcm tkboleh diterima. No creds???
Seriously, buatpe pakai phone mhl tp no creds?
Internet ada, fb ke whatsapp??
I didnt know pulak those thing agak menyusahkan.

Doesnt it looked like he chose not to care or bother bout u?
Sunyi, sepi, diam seribu bahasa..
So what we girls will think about it??
He might have got a replacement -.-
Might also going out on a date with another girl.

Gahhh just too many things too predict rite?
I mean, if you dont want this anymore.. We can talk it over.
We can sit and solve our issues in a more adult manner.
Dont chuu think so? :(

Honestly, its not easy to love and loved ..
What were you thinking?
Am i not even worth it for u to fight?
Hahaaha okay sorry readers, i might sounded like i'm heartbroken now..

Well yeah.
I AM HEARTBROKEN NOW.
Just so u now, this person is one of my favourite.
This guy .. His just too special i can say.
I can't afford to lose him again and again and again.
Got wht i mean brah?

I'm not so sure myself if i can ever live without him.
But one thing for sure, why must i wait for him eventho i know that i'm not his priority anymore?
Right???
This is too personal to tell to anyone ever.
But i just hoped that someone at least know how i felt.
Appreciate my feelings.

I sacrificed lots of thing just for the sake to be happy.
Not to be hurt.
Hmm.

There u go.
Hahhaa truly sorry for being emo mo mo :'(

Well, i believed i deserve to be happy again.
Agree?
Till then uollss..
<3

Saturday

Kahwin Muda! Yay or nay?

Hey yalls!
Good morning..
Slept at 5AM in the morning and woke up at 8AM? tefakk? -.-''''''

Well, lets not off topic! I'm up awake, so lets just continue our main issue.

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So, kahwin muda in bahasa or young marriage/marriage at young age .. Wtvr u guys wanna describe it as :)

Kalau zaman dulu kala kn, zaman tok nek moyang kita sbnrnya kahwin pd usia muda ni mcm trend tau.

Serious tak tipu!! They got married veryyy veryy the early. Myb at 16 17 yo? Awesome aitee??
That if in Malaysia. If our neighbor, Indonesia in other situation those girls sometimes got married at the age of 13 yo! Maigad .. Super oppa gangnam style riteee???

But, knp lama kelamaan benda ni jd mcm 'taboo' or sometg like awkward in our modern societies? I mean, whats wrong with getting married at young age? Seriously people, this not about gatal or what okay.

Hahaa i personally believed that there are 1001 of benefits yg semua org boleh dpt. Not just the couple itself, but ofcz to the people around them.
I'm a bit 'terpanggil' to kinda talk about this.
For me its not sometg that should be ashamed of. Seriously..
*muka serious, kening kening ;)

Now, mari kita bincg whats the pros and cons .. Kita sama sama jadikan panduan and iktibar :)
Soooo Nora dah buat some research dgn Atok Google.. *research?puih haha
Akan tetapi harus diketahui bahawa pendapat setiap manusia tak semuanya sama tau?
Ada yg yay, ada yg nay.

Ok now, the  
Pros

**Perkahwinan merupakan salah satu tuntutan Islam yang wajib sekiranya seseorang individu tersebut mempunyai kelayakan dan cukup syarat untuk menjalankan tanggungjawab sebagai seorang suami ataupun isteri.
>>>Diriwayatkan oleh Abu Hurairah r.a. bahawa baginda Rasulullah saw telah bersabda :
“Jika datang kepada kamu seorang lelaki yang engkau redhai agamanya dan akhlaknya untuk meminang perempuan kamu, maka nikahkanlah dia. Jika tidak kamu lakukan demikian, maka akan timbullah fi tnah dan kerosakan”.(hadith hasan riwayat Tirmidzi no 1084)"<<<
**Then, ofcz laa dpt elakkan maksiat kan?? Once dah kahwin ni, hubungan jd halal. Siapa tknk hubungan halal yg diredhai Allah? Drpd bercinta tktau hala tuju, baik bercinta dgn yg pasti dan nyata insyaAllah. Bila dah halal, if u want to make babies go ahead. Pegi buat babies comelcomelcomel and bnyk! Tkde org nk marah. Haha no offense, but i'm being frank here. Dgn ini, boleh laa kita kurgkan kadar pembuangan babies. Kesian tauuu? :((

**Hubungan 2 buah keluarga dpt dieratkan? Hehee not just 2, in fact it could be 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10!! Haaa mksud saya di sini bkn nk suruh si lelaki kawin bnyk ye. NO NO!! Tp mksudnya, bkn sahaja family pasangan tu itself but also uncles aunties dorg jugak. Ofcz laa akan lbih ramai. The more, the merrier!! Yeayyyyy :D

**Lepastu lagi kn, bila dah berkahwin nnt ofcz these young couples akan belajar utk hidup lebih berdikari.. Si suami belajar cari rezeki, jd leader, jd a responsible man. Si isteri belajar masak, kemas rumah, kurgkan kemalasan hehehe tettt.. Tp yg paling penting, kalau sblum ni solat tunggang langgang insyaAllah boleh saling igt mengingati kn?

**Lagi? Dah kata pun muda. I'm sure laa masih belajar or nk smbung belajar ke kn? Belajar laa kemana sekalipun insyaAllah ada suami yg boleh menjaga. Betul tak? Lagi kalau both bljr, lg sweett. Sama sama buat revision ke apa.. Jgn bercinta pulak! Ceh ceh :p

**And then sedikit sbnyk mengurangkan beban keluarga si perempuan, tkde laa family dok pening pikiaq cmne nk jaga. My parents always said, jaga seorg anak perempuan mcm jaga 10 org.. Well, my parents laa. Sbb jaga i mmg susah. Idk laa u guysss :(((

**Elakkan kesedihan terlampau/depression/kegilaan/meroyan dan sewaktu dgnnya. Got what i mean brah? Mksud saya di sini kn, korg imagine laa. Bercinta bagai nk rak since high school lah apa.. Ohh ada yg since lahir jugak tau, dekat babies ward tuu haaa. Lol.. Haa smbung! Bercinta bagai nk rak, bertahun tahun tahun tahun tahun lamanya.. Tapi? Takdak jodoh!! What?????? :OOO
Then start laa menggila sana sini. Aiyoo parah tau?

Cons

**U gaisss igt kawin muda senang ke? Susah tau :((
Ceh, ckp mcm ada pengalaman. Hahaa well, ada laa sikit kottt. Nnt kita cter. Now nk bgtau, kalau awk awk diluar sana ada merancang utk kawin muda.. MAKE SURE kena rancang betulbetulbetul! Jgn kawin lari ke apa. Pi lombok lah pi siam laa. Adoiyaii mcm mna nyeee pun!

**Restu keluarga itu penting! Kalau nk kawin muda, keluarga suppose to be the first yg u gaisss kena refer. Bukan Cik Jemah, Cik Bedah, atau Cik Joyah. NO NO! Keluarga and myb ur close friends.. Mrk ni lbih tahu apa yg baik atau buruk utk anda. Tp, kalian fikir nk dpt restu keluarga senang? Like i said earlier, benda ni mcm taboo tau. Parents mcm malas nk layan bila kita cter psl kawin muda muda ni. They'll labelled us as gatai sgt nk kawin lettew.. HMMMMMMM :/

**2nd, pls laa make sure yg u gaiss kawin muda ni bkn sbb ikut trend.. bkn sbb ikut kwn kwn. tapi sbb dah sampai seru! ceh ceh. puihh laa weh. no, tp sbb u gaisss rasa dah bersedia nk memikul satu tggungjwb yg sgt berat. no wait!! bkn satu, bnyk :D
kang i said satu, u guys buat satu je kahkahkah jk.. seriously u guys kena prepare laa mental and fikizal. dugaan kawin muda sgt bnyk tau. its not gonna be the end to a relationship, in fact its a start of a something new and matured.sbb apa kena prepare? NAK ELAKKAN PENCERAIAN (Y)

**cons yg lain lg, kalau kawin muda.. some says that, u wont get to live ur life to the fullest? mksud korg apa haa syaitan?? nak bebas bergaul and biar maksiat berleluasa? hahaa. adoi. nak enjoy apa?? cuba ckp. yes, being single mmg tak memeningkan kepala to certain people out there tp ada juga sekolompok manusia yg TAKNAK HIDUP SINGLE!! so kalau kawin muda, kononnya tkboleh enjoy,bila tkboleh enjoy, jadi stress, bila stress hbgn rumahtgga berkecai, then bercerai.. apakah? lu pikir sndiri..

**next, PENGACAU OR PEROSAK ANTARABANGSA! hahaahaaa. ini seriously happening okay? kata org, lelaki yg dah kahwin ni saham dia makin tggi sekarang. maklumlah, saham mereka di bursa sdg meningkat naik. ini dipercayai, betina keparats zaman moden ini sgt sgt sgt suka merampas kepunyaan wanita lain. betina jenis ini sgt tidak berhati perut. sgt tidak pndai menghormati hak sesama wanita. nmpk perbezaan betina dan wanita di situ? nowadays, boyfren hangpa pun boleh kena kebas apatah lg laki hangpa. sggupkah wanita wanita di luar sana makan hati msk smpai hangit and jantung masak cili padi? lol.

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Jadi? Sekarang anda pilih yg mana? Haha. Tepuk dada tny selera.  Honestly, ramai je yg kawin muda. Di kalangan kwnkwn or those yg Nora kenal pun ramai je kawin muda then dah ada cute babies tau!! Tembam pulak tuu :D

Contoh paling famous and favourite ofcoz laa Pn. Dena Bahrin! She's 20 okay <3


And then my schoolmate in SMKTTDI back then, Alya Munirah. Also 20! <3





Got married masa husband 16, wife 14.. Maigad. Sweet! :)

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There u go.. Pick a pick. Are u ready to take the challenge? :)
Till then, love <3